feel like im losing my grip...
its just sad to say that i really dont know who i can count on anymore

[EDIT] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDAAAAA  ;)
pix from her birthday 080405
.. wow.. that's really pretty alex.. lol

.. more chopsticks...

 she's so into her cake... lol ;)

Alex Amanda Stephy... how cute

 Alex and Amanda at Yakiniku

 Alex and Stephy posing for a pic before Amanda blows out her candles

 Amanda cutting her cake

 The really good cake... *YUM* @_@

 The car accident that we saw on our way back to amanda's house... pretty cool huh? lol

The 10,000$$$ Giraffe at F.A.O

 Stephy n Me at Yakiniku

 Beautiful stephy eating cake..

 what a messy eater....  ;)

 another one of the thousands of pix i have of stephy... @_@.... lols..

**want me to write something about yu? write ur name in ur propsx]**- stole it from Ye
hellooo... got back from STATES Saturday night... let's recap
CONGRATS TO SHELDON!!! MEREDITH!!! CAMILE!!! JOANNA!!! AQUA!! FLORICULTURE!!! AND THE DANCE TEAM!!!! and good job for everyone that got their empire degree!!!
- we were the loudest chapter there whenever it came to cheering for our peeps.. lols
- Ercy,Angie,Adriana, Ashley and I slept through a good portion of most of the sessions
- playing softball with Mr.Benvin was fun
- Ercy and I cracked so many jokes about them "crackers" LMFAO
- Adriana and I acknowledging the fact that I'm "gangsterrr" and that when I say the "n---a" word i sound funny
- Ercy and I singing on the bus.. (not very well i might add  )
- the pic of Adriana sleeping on the ride back.. hahaa
- the two lil cracker boys that peed on our bus..
- Us doing immitating the Napolean Dynamite "Yes" nonstop
- Never actually getting up when the alarm clock went off
- Ercy getting physically injured by different people throughout the whole trip
- the Dance where Angie showed off her great dance moves
- Meredith running like an injured gazelle.. hahahaaha
- Diana Meredith and Chloe being pornstars
- Michele being the best sleeping buddy everrrr
- My pet "Mr.Fryhead"
lol States was so much fun... =] Glad to be back though... I missed my buddies a lottt anyways.. so about the whole "if you want me to write about you" thing.. i just felt like putting that in.. so if you want me to.. i obviously have to know you.. and someone has already claimed to be the first person i write about so.. xP.. haha

(Keep in mind this is just the order I'm writing in.. doesnt mean i like you less than another person or more than a person ;D )
1.YE- (you wanted to be first..lols)hmm.. what can I say about you? I actually first talked/met you over spring break when I went to Empire with you, Wayne, Wayne's friend Danny, Jenny and Michelle. I kept looking at you.. but somehow i never noticed you looking at me.. ( cuz you said you did ) :P.. but yeah.. then we talked online and you and I have mucho mucho in common.. lols.. you're a great person and you're a lot of fun to hang out with. Somehow everytime you try to push me into something I actually almost hit it.. lol haha.. but yeah you're really cooool. :D I still need to join you in that shower I hope I get to know you better and I hope we become closer. YOURE NOW PEANUTBUTTERRRRRRR
2. LOLA- lols.. you're one of my coolest buddies.. you're such a good listener and you're so fun to be around :D I just got to know you now and from what I know so far you're really mature compared to all these assholes nowadays.. lols.. I hope I can get you to quit that very bad habit of yours but I doubt I'll succeed since you love to do it so much.. and you also plan to go to Amsterdamn because of it.. lols i loveerr you lots and ty for always listening to all my stupid problems :D
3. VIVIAN- lol.. you're such a nice person!!!! You're a GREAT gym buddy.. and fun to be around.. kinda of quiet but the quiet ones are always the most fun ;D just got to know you since we started having gym together.. i hope that we get more chances to get to know each other better and become good buddies ;D you're so COOL
4. WAYNE- wow.. i've known you since like forever.. we practically grew up with each other since we went to the same church... i remember all the stupid things we used to church and all the freaking running we did.. lols.. now that i think back on it.. i miss those kinds of days when it used to be you your brother me jane and sometimes eddie and mike.. then after i stopped going to church we kind of stopped talking after a while.. then i found your xanger site and then we started talking again.. you're still such a cool person and im glad we're still buddies.. i hope we can become close like we were back in the day.. lols..
5. MICHELLE- oh man.. my AZN buddy.. met you this year.. and after we first started talking we couldnt stop.. lol.. we've already been through drama together and it's just brought us closer.. you and I have so much in common.. i love chillin with you since we have similar tastes in practically everything.. ;D you're fun to be around and we always crack the best jokes together.. you've listened to me complain and be sad and vice versa.. and we're madd good buddies now.. lols.. i cant wait to chill with you during summer landlab.. and i know we'll just become even better buddies.. i you lots..
6. EILEEN- omg.. i remember when we used to be mad close.. we talked about everything.. we used to be so freaking close.. and we had so much fun whenever we were together.. then we kind of just drifted apart.. even though whenever we got the chance to talk to each other we still had great fun no matter what..i miss all the great times we had together since they were so good.. i hope that we'll be able to hang out together more often during the summer time..
7. HARRISON- lols.. we've been propping each other back and forth on xanga for a while now.. and we've just been recently talking on AIM.. you write nice poems.. good taste in music since you like Linkin Park.. lols.. and you seem really nice.. and if Laura is one of your friends you're definitely doing something right since she's mad cool! lols and i also know that you had chinese class with Ye.. and that's pretty much all i know.. but you seem pretty cool so far :D
8. LAURA- OMG OMG.. ONE OF THE BESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST people i know. you are my best friend. When you first came to St.A's we didn't talk to each other- and i was fucking horrible to you.. I was such a bitch towards you.. but then I got to know you and we ended up becoming the bestest of friends. I even remember the first time you came over my house- it was for that global project for mr.patron and we ended up getting a mad good grade for it. I haven't been a very good friend lately- my calls have dwindled and I don't call every friday like I'm supposed to but I will pick it up and that's my promise to you. Highschool has seperated us but has done no damage to our friendship.. we're still as close as ever. I can still be completely honest with you and just be myself. I don't need to worry about how i look or how i sound when I'm with you because I know that you'll still be my friend even if I'm a complete idiot. You're always there for me whenever I need you to lend a shoulder to cry on.. and you're always so patient with me.. continuously listening to me talk about my crushes or my minor problems. I wish I could see you more often than just once like every 2 months or something like that.. I miss all the fun times we had together.. I'll never forget that day you slept over.. and we went to the park... that lady was probably so scared when you rang her doorbell.. or when you told one of those ugly skaterguys that i liked their ass... OR when I fell and you pointed at my and called me a BUM..and whatever happened to your pet rock and stick? LOLOL I know I'm going to see you much more in the summer and even if you're doing volunteer work I dont care I'll come see you while you're working or volunteer there too.. =] Remember that I'll always be your bestest friend and that I'll always be here for you no matter what..you can always count of me.. I you so much... and remember Im treating you to Korean food for your brithday!!!!
9. MEREDITH- hehe.. yes i will vote for you!!! and no you were a gazelle!!! lols.. hehe anyways yeah.. we got off to a rough start but then it all worked out. im glad we worked things out and im glad that i can call you friend. you're a really nice person and great to talk to.. and also very funny ( and i was so shocked when i discovered that you were a porn star ) I hope that we become closer and that yeah... YOURE MAD COOOOOLLL!!!!!! =]
10. CAROLITA- ahh.. we've had so many good times.. you were like the first friend I made in the beginning of the school year.. we were madd close because we had so many classes together.. but now we only have one class together but thats okay because you're still one of my good friends so it doesnt matter.. you're not just a great friend but a good eating buddy too.. I know I can always count on you whenever I need somebody to talk to  and that you'll always be there to cheer me up whenever I'm sad.. if anyone is ever gunna turn me BI.. it'll be you lols.. you know you can always count on me if you need someone to talk to or someone to meet up with you when you dont know where you are because you've had a lil too much to s---- and d----... i lover you a lot and we needs to chill more.. and the next time your mom makes lasangna again... call me.. lmfao.. i you
11. PATRI- we've been friends for a good amount of time now.. we went to freaking school together.. lols.. Ive shared so much with you.. and Ive been through so much with you.. I dont think anyone will ever run up and down their stairs just to keep me for like 20 min longer like you did.. lols.. we've been kinda distant lately.. but the summer will change all that.... I know I can always be honest with you and vice versa... you know i you.. ty for always listening to me.. ty for being there for me when i was depressed.. and EVEN THOUGH.. you got like 80 something on my friend test.. i know that you still know me pretty wells.. lols